tryine to breath when you're gone

Im trying so hard to 4get about something that not belong to me
but is too late..

seriously i don really get what guys thinking=.=
i don wanna say it out here what happen last night..
i cried last night!!
damn!! im gonna sick soon..
you know i cant cry rite!! after i cry sure sick punya.. but y??
you still.. nvm.. 4get about it..
feel a lil bit jealous when you're so close with the other girls..
but nvm la.. since you don really care so what i can do is try to 4get about you too..

*dang*
what the hell m i talking @_@ god weih!!
not in the mood to blog.. so i think i'll end here..
and FYI im not going to update my blog till my mood is back and i get a topic to talk on..

b4 i off..
wanna say sorry to RED HOUSE CHEER member..
i feel so bad for not going to practice so many times..
not that i don wanna to go..
is just bcoz that i got no transport and my mom don let me go!! ish..
im so sorry about that..
hope you guys understand me la k..

seriously wanna off d.. cant tahan of the pain d..
bye